Stop This Runway Car..

Call me an ass or call me honest but there are certain things I will no longer put up with.
I will not make myself available for other people, I am tired of getting walked all over and
I am tired of letting my guard down. For the longest time, I have put others before myself and I am finding out the harsh reality that, we need to look out for ourselves, because in the end, all we have is ourselves. That's selfish but its the truth. I am feeling a little insecure which is never a good thing. I am tired of watching people make the same mistakes over and over again without actually realizing they have an issue. I have learned that its easier to keep people at arms lengths than to let them in completely, maybe that's taking the easy way out. I have learned that people do not want to be honest with themselves, if we were all honest with our selves, we would learn and grow. We would learn to accept our failures in life, but we would also see our accomplishments. Life is hard, its full of challenges that make us want to give up somedays. The hardest thing I have learned in this 25 years of life is that forgiveness is the hardest thing to accomplish. We all have our burdons in life but fail to realize that we are only hurting ourselves when we cant forgive ourselves for our mistakes we have made or we cant forgive people who have hurt is.